working feeling

yeah.... first time become clerk...

hapi-ing....

although always say "want working....want working...but din take action..."

me so bad...>_<

but lastly...lastly....

I..........have job!!

very happy....

this is because....

first time interview & first time have job----account clerk......

the salary is ok la...

hahahaaa....

but....

when the day before i work...

i very nervous lo...

coz first time ma...

i think all of u must nervous like me oso lo...

really....

coz duno what should do ma...

n duno the boss good o not...

duno this duno that...

scare will let ppl scold...

T____T

well~~

me ady work for two days....

how do i feeling?

...............erm...............

so far i feeling ok....

i have learn many new things n new skills...

①open cheque...a real cheque...coz if write wrong 1 word...

the cheque will "hancur"...

②put document in file...

omg...there have a lot of file....

my eye so blur....haha

③key in company name n amount in computer n open petty cash...

④calculate all the worker salary of my company...

⑤have responsibility listen to phone...

⑥online banking.....

⑦fax document....

n so on........................

the big boss was very very niceeee...

coz i first day work...

he invited us to eat...

so full...

i hope that after this...
i can handle my job more competence...

^__^

SHOPPING TIME~

LOL~
long long time didn't update my blog ady...
coz i lazy to update...
duno want to write what on it....
but...today i was updating my blog...
^^

since new year is near....
me n my friends plan to buy clothes...
haha...yes...
can go shopping...
long time no shopping jor...
this time must enjoy it...
xixi...
first of all....
we go for watching movie....
===>>Gulliver's Travels
actually this movie i want watch it on last friday...
but that time full ady...T_T
so today i must watch it...
haha..
wow~~~
it's quite nice n funny....
i like is so much...
although i know that not everyone like it...
but as we know...
different ppl different opinion...
so cannot link together...
hehe....

after finish watching movie...
of coz we go for toilet...haha...
duno y...
everytime after c movie must want go toilet 1...
haha...>_<

OH YA...!!
now is the time for us to SHOPPING...
haha...
we walk n walk...
see one shop to one shop...
finally i have bought 2 clothes...
hapi....
my friend oso have buy...
coz i tell them...
"dont alweys only i buy la...u all must buy also..."
hahaha...
it so funny..

after buying things...
we go BAR.B.Q PLAZA eating...
it so delicious...
n the price not so expensive...
next time must try it again...
hehe...
we all very enjoy n rewarding today....
^_^

總是覺得~

總是覺得~
這樣的自己很無能~
總是覺得~
這樣的自己很討厭~
總是覺得~
這樣的自己很自卑~
總是覺得~
這樣的自己很白癡~
總是覺得~
這樣的自己很笨~真的很笨~

明明很想哭~

卻強言歡笑~

明明很在乎~

卻裝作無所謂~

明明很痛苦~

卻偏偏說自己很幸福~

明明知道自己是在說謊~

卻說那是真心話~

明明知道已成定局~

卻還在欺騙自己~

告訴自己~

別傷心了~

別難過了~

別去想了~

別這樣~別那樣~

可是腦子裡還是不斷的去想~

總是有一千個理由~

總是有一萬個理由~

我還是選擇去想~

告訴自己~

到底想要的是什麽~

該有的東西都有了~

告訴自己~

到底還要奢求什麽~

該認真的想一想了~

Dye hair~

haha..
wait for so long time..
at last...
i dye my beautiful hair...XD
BLACK--->?????
actually i oso duno wat colour is it..
coz not same colour with wat i buy..
so wait one day..
when one of u meet me...
must tell me..
><


today i went to cut hair oso..
hehe..
den my new look came out..
^^

NEW NAME~

LOL~
I HAVE A NEW NAME~
PANDA FISH~
HAHAHAA~
THIS NAME COME FROM MY FRIEND~
HE ALWAYS CALL ME PANDA JIEJIE~[COZ I LATEEE SLEEEP...= =]
N I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE WANT CHANGE NAME~
SO......BLEK><

HEHE~
DONT'T KNOW WHY...
I LIKE THIS NAME SO MUCH..
^^

一日游♥

为了今天的来临...
我昨天烦了一个晚上..[只为了收拾东西..哈哈><]
也累了一整天...
因为昨天有上课...陪朋友去wangsa walk买礼物...
还有帮朋友庆祝生日..从早出到晚...hehe
噔噔噔...
寿星婆就是她啦...

Yau Yau



哗哗~
今天一大早就要爬起床...[才怪！]
因为太累了...所以迟了...
哪里知道去到那边集合又要等....哈哈哈哈....
没关系咯....不是我们带队...><
等呀等...终于....
队长分配好就出发咯...┢┦aΡｐy
地点----KEPONG FIRM
人数----32人...[go with yee moon n hui ling^^]

今天是阳光明媚的日子...
所以'咸蛋黄'也特别美...haha
我们爬得很辛苦....
因为路途遥远...哈哈
害我上气不接下气...
呼呼...
很明显的...
我很久没有运动了....[懒~~]
哈哈哈哈....
终于到下一站....

就是-----过吊桥啦....





我看到就怕...XD





从吊桥看风景~
不错~



不过...

也因为这个吊桥...我们等了一个钟...
哈哈哈...无言><
无惊无险....
我们都安全度过...hihi
接着嘞...

有是走走走的时候啦...

嘻嘻嘻...

由于一直走...
'卡路里'消耗得也快...
饿了tim....o(︶︿︶)o


hui ling无聊时的杰作...
^*(- -)*^














又是下个地点的时候...
那就是瀑布啦...
先失望...再开心...
还有就是我也险些出事...
但是过啦...
蛮刺激下的...~\(≧▽≦)/~
哈哈哈哈....
show下几张照片...

就这样一日游结束啦...

不舍得...(ㄒoㄒ)//

接下来呢....

我们三个就去jj医肚子啦...

McD...

我们来"棒程"你啦....

吃到饱饱咯...

<(￣︶￣)>

今天过得很充实....

也很累...

骨头要散了...

哈哈哈哈...

вｙe вｙЁ

不许哭~



突然很想念这首歌~


云镁鑫-不许哭


进一步 退一步
结局 依然是未知数
被羡慕 也被嫉妒
当 我的手被你握住

想起当初如何被收服
尝尽了甜头 也吃空了苦
反正回忆不断地阅读
我的付出如此投入

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
被你放弃 不是最痛的事
也许对你温柔的拥抱
不贪图 我应该满足
我非常满足

想起当初如何被收服
尝尽了甜头 也吃空了苦
反正回忆不断地阅读
我的付出如此投入

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
被你放弃不是最痛的事
也许对你温柔的拥抱
不贪图 我已准备 觉悟 huh~~

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭

因为至少 我们曾经被祝福
如果留下伤口要用泪水能康复
我应该满足
我非常满足

miss♥

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gu-uRGP1Zc

Best Friend-Kiroro


this song i wan to give all my classmates...
because i very miss ur all...
hehehe...^^
have anyone miss me?
XD

看戏

由于我上课的时间....
有所变动...[星期六、日而已...]
所以我特别空闲...
可以做自己想做的事情....
不用烦恼了...
哈哈哈....


我的最爱...
我想大概全部人都知道吧...
那就是看戏----(⊙o⊙)
呵呵呵...
没错...
不管什么戏...
我都很爱看...
只要它是好看的...
lalalala~


最近很喜欢追新戏...
从



到

到

超好看的说~

大家有时间要去看哦~

哈哈哈~

郁闷

郁闷是什么? 
有人知道'它‘吗？
’它’是特别憋屈的感觉,特别闹心....
 但又感到无可奈何不知如何是好.....
很难发泄的内心感受.... 
特别茫然纠结的一种状态....


我最近就是一直有这种感觉啦....
呵呵呵....
是悲还是喜?
无从得知...
该用什么方法来解决呢?
大家教教我吧...
不过....
我相信很难吧....
因为只有我最了解自己....
呵呵呵....\(^o^)/~

start~!

Accounting....
is a course/subject that i take twice time...
I like it very much...
why??
juz because i like number...
hahahaa...XD

the first college-----TARC
coz of some reason..
den i change college...
the second college------PMC
oso study the same subject...
^^

today was my 1st day at new college...
i was nervous...
coz duno the tutor good or not...
n duno wat syllabus she/he teach...
when the time coming...
me n my friend go study...
*SKIP*

erm...
so far she teach till me understand...
hahaha...
i hope i wun regret anymore....
GAMBATEH~~

new phone~

hihi~

today i accompany my fren-teng go register...

coz she want study same college wif me...

hahahaxd..

since last time i use lrt go there...

so dis is our 1st time take bus go there...><

scare scare...

BUT....

when we reach there...

the college didn't open...

wth...lied me...

say got open but didn't open at all...

hate..!!

change destination...

sg.wang.....my 2 frenz come...[lai hong n liqiu]

teng want buy phone...

me oso....hahaha...

coz actually want buy so long time jor...

O(∩_∩)O

my fren buy T715...[den she go gai2 wif her bf jor..^^]

i buy vivaz U5i

hahahaa...pokai jor...
T____T
but so happy...
coz got new phone use...
n at here i want thank to lai hong...
coz she help me buy phone d...\(^o^)/~
lalalalalaa~


after that...KLCC...
we go sakae sushi eating...

delicious^^

hahaxd...
after that go kino...
actually dis only our target...
but because of some reason...
become last destination...
><


today i was so happy...
not only because of new phone...
oso hang out with my friends...
happy-ing............

LAST DAT+STEAMBOAT

Today was my last day at college...
Duno how to say the feeling...
---SAD+HAPPY---
Sad because i want to leave my classmate...
Happy because i can enjoy my life...[coz no more stress..^^]
hahahaaa....


Although i not very longer study in tarc...
SEM1+half SEM2
But i can meet all of u..[my classmate]
and u all very nice to me...O(∩_∩)O
Dis make me unforgetful...
All in all...
Very thankful to my friend that help me b4...
When i was face problem in my study o whatever....
I will not forget my college life that together with ur all...
I very miss all of you...
\(^o^)/~


And then...
I want to thank to our twin-hwei wen n hwei yin...
Thank for the present...

I very like it...^^

STEAMBOAT

hahahaa...

very happy ya...

coz go eat steamboat with yee moon,hui ling,ing meng n chui leng....[lai hong didn't come coz she not well...]

when we reach there...

all people very hungry jor...

coz din eat too much at home...[wait dis time...hahahaxd]

Very delicious man...

XD

coz we too hungry...blek...

we oso got take many many photo at there...

like we open the shop...><

hahahaa...

WELL...

today i was very happy...
thx ur guys...
~\(≧▽≦)/~

好开心的一天~

呵呵呵...

好特别的一天...

因为今天是我和同班同学一起去吃东西的一天...

本来打算去吃McD的...

but那边满座了...

所以我们就换地点了...[KFC...hahahaha]

差不多全班都有去哦...

OS:有点被吓到....因为第一次耶...O(∩_∩)O

T___T还有一天的时间...

我就要离开了...

今天刚好可以借这个机会拍照留念...\(^o^)/~

说真的...

我真的很舍不得这班朋友哦...

可惜不得不走....

但是我会很想你们的...

~\(≧▽≦)/~

LATE!!

OHH NO!!
I AM LATE~~[OVERSLEEP!!]
╮(╯﹏╰）╭

MY FIRST N LAST.....
PRESENTATION IS GONE......
HAIZ.....
SO SAD ARHHHHHH....
WHY I WANT GO SLEEP??
HATE MYSELF.......
IF I DIDN'T GO SLEEP....
THEN NOW I ALREADY AT COLLEGE....[REGRET!]
T______________T

WELL....
I ALSO CANNOT CHANGE ANYTHING....
BECAUSE THE TIME NOT WAIT US.....
GAMBATEH!
FISH FISH!!
^^

选择~

对与错.....
只是一念之差....
往往人们都会因为某些原因而妄下判断....
因为选择了...
我们就不能后悔了....
所以有时真的很难做出选择....
就像我这样....

相信不知情的人....
应该很难搞懂我在写什么吧...呵呵...
\(^o^)/~

我放弃了原有的东西....
选择了另外一条路...
不是我浪费金钱...
不是我不去用功...
不是我不会想...
是因为我........累了...
现在发现...
原来自己没有想象中的坚强....
虽然很多人都给了我意见...
但是最终选择权在自己的手里...
几天下来....
我有了答案....
我选择了-继续

终于~

矛盾の心情....
一天比一天严重....
弄得我很低落....
不知道要怎样去解决....
不知道自己想要什么....
压力真的很大....
让我越来越跟不上学习的进度了....


终于~~~~
我有了决定....
我也提起勇气了....
在妈咪面前说：“我不想读了....”！
( ⊙ o ⊙ )
她吓到了.....
她说：“做么突然不读了...?读下去啦...”
我说：“我读到很辛苦...跟不上...”
她说：“要想好好来o,”不要浪费钱...”
我说：“我会好好想的...”


所谓

少一些痛苦，多一些幸福；

少一些疑惑，多一些理解；

少一些苦恼，多一些开窍；

少一些烦躁，多一些欢乐。

少生些怨气，多一些友谊。

我会好好想的....

PS:开始想了...

我不是不读...我会继续我的学习....

只不过换个方式而已...我还是会继续我的accounting course...

但是...我是去别的地方读...

希望我的决定是对的...