working feeling

yeah.... first time become clerk...

hapi-ing....

although always say "want working....want working...but din take action..."

me so bad...>_<

but lastly...lastly....

I..........have job!!

very happy....

this is because....

first time interview & first time have job----account clerk......

the salary is ok la...

hahahaaa....

but....

when the day before i work...

i very nervous lo...

coz first time ma...

i think all of u must nervous like me oso lo...

really....

coz duno what should do ma...

n duno the boss good o not...

duno this duno that...

scare will let ppl scold...

T____T

well~~

me ady work for two days....

how do i feeling?

...............erm...............

so far i feeling ok....

i have learn many new things n new skills...

①open cheque...a real cheque...coz if write wrong 1 word...

the cheque will "hancur"...

②put document in file...

omg...there have a lot of file....

my eye so blur....haha

③key in company name n amount in computer n open petty cash...

④calculate all the worker salary of my company...

⑤have responsibility listen to phone...

⑥online banking.....

⑦fax document....

n so on........................

the big boss was very very niceeee...

coz i first day work...

he invited us to eat...

so full...

i hope that after this...
i can handle my job more competence...

^__^

SHOPPING TIME~

LOL~
long long time didn't update my blog ady...
coz i lazy to update...
duno want to write what on it....
but...today i was updating my blog...
^^

since new year is near....
me n my friends plan to buy clothes...
haha...yes...
can go shopping...
long time no shopping jor...
this time must enjoy it...
xixi...
first of all....
we go for watching movie....
===>>Gulliver's Travels
actually this movie i want watch it on last friday...
but that time full ady...T_T
so today i must watch it...
haha..
wow~~~
it's quite nice n funny....
i like is so much...
although i know that not everyone like it...
but as we know...
different ppl different opinion...
so cannot link together...
hehe....

after finish watching movie...
of coz we go for toilet...haha...
duno y...
everytime after c movie must want go toilet 1...
haha...>_<

OH YA...!!
now is the time for us to SHOPPING...
haha...
we walk n walk...
see one shop to one shop...
finally i have bought 2 clothes...
hapi....
my friend oso have buy...
coz i tell them...
"dont alweys only i buy la...u all must buy also..."
hahaha...
it so funny..

after buying things...
we go BAR.B.Q PLAZA eating...
it so delicious...
n the price not so expensive...
next time must try it again...
hehe...
we all very enjoy n rewarding today....
^_^

總是覺得~

總是覺得~
這樣的自己很無能~
總是覺得~
這樣的自己很討厭~
總是覺得~
這樣的自己很自卑~
總是覺得~
這樣的自己很白癡~
總是覺得~
這樣的自己很笨~真的很笨~

明明很想哭~

卻強言歡笑~

明明很在乎~

卻裝作無所謂~

明明很痛苦~

卻偏偏說自己很幸福~

明明知道自己是在說謊~

卻說那是真心話~

明明知道已成定局~

卻還在欺騙自己~

告訴自己~

別傷心了~

別難過了~

別去想了~

別這樣~別那樣~

可是腦子裡還是不斷的去想~

總是有一千個理由~

總是有一萬個理由~

我還是選擇去想~

告訴自己~

到底想要的是什麽~

該有的東西都有了~

告訴自己~

到底還要奢求什麽~

該認真的想一想了~

Dye hair~

haha..
wait for so long time..
at last...
i dye my beautiful hair...XD
BLACK--->?????
actually i oso duno wat colour is it..
coz not same colour with wat i buy..
so wait one day..
when one of u meet me...
must tell me..
><


today i went to cut hair oso..
hehe..
den my new look came out..
^^